Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Perfect Imperfections

UHHHHHHHHHHH! FML. I'm so mad. I am fucking infuriated with myself. Remember this Insecurity post? Yeah, it just got worse, like a fucking thunder just hit me. Damn. I'm not going to go into specifics, but I blame my job. I fucking hate my feet. Momma said that I'm lucky that my feet are the only things I have to worry about. She said that I'm fortunate that it wasn't my face. Uh. Also, she said it's hereditary to have the feet that I posses.


The homie, Jeff, told me that 'there are some people who can't walk at all, some people that don't even have feet.' Everybody knows that I'm one stubborn bitch, so I kept on persisting my whininess and he asked, "Do you have toes in your pussy? If not, I don't care what your feet look like." HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA, I had to put that; it was too damn funny.

Well, as you all know about Bf's hatred of feet, I have loathsomeness towards teeth. I don't give a flying fuck even if you are the best looking person in the world. As long as your teeth are straight, no missing tooth/teeth, cavity-less, and no wide-load gaps when you do your Kool Aid smile, then I'll be alright. If not, I'm telling the Creator that you are just a waste of life. No offense to anybody who fits into that list. Lo siento, but that's just me. I believe that everybody is shallow in their own ways. People have certain physical attributes they look for. You know, like having guidelines.

Everybody is human,
human is flawed,
therefore, everybody is flawed.

Flaws make individuality.

So, I was reading this book called The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren, and it stated that God makes things happen for a reason. Shit, or whatever people consider nonsense, just doesn't happen just because, supposedly, it serves a purpose.

For somebody to find
her imperfections
as the reason
for loving her
just makes her
the happiest person
in the universe.

PERFECT EXAMPLE. Everybody in the human spectrum knows the movie Transformers, right?

Megan Fox's thumb-toe.
(From Jeff's stock of random shit.)
(P.S.: She's still hot.)

February 23, 2010.

It rained, sunned, snowed, sleeted, hailed in the same week. Damn Mother Nature is PMSing like crazy.

Yupp. I was driving, and taking pictures at the same time.
Uh, I almost shitted my pants while I was driving. Sherlock, it's an expression. Lol. I was just scared. I really thought that I was going to crash. Did I ever mentioned that I live on a mountain? Lol.


  1. You're certainly not the only one.
    People think I'm insane because my self esteem isn't the greatest.
    Even when people tell me all the time how pretty/beautiful/etc I am.

    Sometimes, the approval of others isn't needed.
    It's the approval of ourselves that we want.

  2. damn thats soo salty about here thumb haha

  3. lol @ her thumb, and i always love your photos.

  4. @シェルビー I have never accepted myself, for myself. I simply just need to get over it, but it's definitely easier said than done.

    @Nike HEad HAHA, yeah.

    @A.R. Thanks. =]

  5. what if the dude has braces?

  6. Well then, it's fine. He's getting his shit straight. =]

  7. Going back to what you said about Rick Warren's theory about "God makes everything happen for a reason"; If you believe what Warren said, then does that mean you believe in Aquinas' determination theory as well?
    If you don't know the determination theory, it basically states that because everything we do is planned/serves a purpose(predetermined), there is no free will

  8. Hmmm. Interesting. I believe that God gave us the volition to choose. Earth is where evil and good reside, therefore, I believe that God and Satan are present. I have not been convinced that our lives are predestined, but I do believe that CERTAIN things happen for a reason. OR maybe, I want to believe that everything happens for a reason to keep my sanity intact.

    Interesting though. Thanks for the info. =]

  9. what up with your feet??

  10. whats wrong with your feet????? they look fine in those pictures


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