Dos Años!

Happy 2-year anniversary to my blog. =]



THANKS TO ALL MY FOLLOWERS, RANDOM READERS, AND EVERYONE ELSE!!!!! I love you all. ♥

Nostalgia...

I didn't feel that much holiday spirit this Christmas.. Hmm... I was trying to figure out why I wasn't excited. It made me think and reminisce about my childhood.

I miss the Philippines. =/







PRESENTS!!!



Yes, that's the lens mug from my wishlist. =]

Bf got me these boots! So dope.

All in all, Christmas went well. I love my family. I love my Boyfriend. All smiles. =]

‎"God created man before woman, but then you always make a rough draft before the final masterpiece."



"The average woman would rather have beauty than brains because the average man can see better than he can think."




P.S.: I shall start a TUMBLR by the new year. =] I can almost guarantee that it will be updated more than my blog. More randomness.

Maligayang Pasko!

Merry Christmas!




Happy holidays!

Bow-chicka-wow-wow!

Sex has to be one of the best natural highs, well reaching an orgasm is. You know what I mean. I understand that condoms may hinder the extreme euphoric feeling that can be obtained if none is used, but being highly irresponsible can cause some life-changing effects.

Uhm, a baby? STDs? Well, I'll talk about STDs later. Lol.

Well, lately, I've been seeing teenage mothers walking all over the place. I'm not bashing them. I have no problem with young parents – not at all. As a matter of fact, I salute them. I just think that people should think it through first. The part of the brain that controls rationality in all parts is the prefrontal cortex, and it isn't completely developed until people hit their early twenties. It means that teenagers' thoughts aren't fully processed during their years because their brains haven't finished developing.

KNOWLEDGE IS POWER!

For me? As of right now, pregnancy is not an option. It just wouldn't happen; plain and simple. Well, at least, I'll terminate it. If not, my dad would probably push me down the stairs. Lol, yeah, he probably would.

Anywho... When I have a baby, I want everything to be planned. I'll be prepared. I'm not trying to get stuck with a minimum wage job because I didn't go to college or couldn't finish high school. Fuck outta here. I'm sorry, but I have high aspirations for myself. I'm not saying that people who has children early aren't successful, it's just that it's difficult. Well, from what I've seen. I'm not trying to have a baby and my baby's father and I aren't married. Haha, NO! I'm against deadbeats. Regardless, I know that I can handle it on my own; however, I don't want my child growing up without a father.

A baby is definitely a blessing. It's not a toy that you can put back because you're tired of playing with it. I believe that it is a choice to bring a new life into this Earth. Just be more responsible and think about the consequences.

I don't know if this is cute or sad... Lol, but it's definitely amusing.

Feng Shui

Kind of. Lol.

This past week has been fucking ludicrous. I wanted to start fresh or what not. Remember I said that I was cleaning my room? Here are some before and after pics. =]

Before.

Yeahh... I can admit that I used to drink a lot, but not anymore though. =]


After.

I don't wear sneakers like that anymore. I tried fitting all my sneakers in my brother's room, but it didn't work. Lol. I removed about 50 ish pairs though. =P Yupp, such an accomplishment. I'm actually trying to sell my sneakers. As soon as I get the time to take pictures of them and do research about shipment, I'll put them up.
It's still a tad bit messy, but it's definitely better that how my room was before. And yes, my room is orange. Lol.

Bittersweet-ness

I adore birthdays. My birthday is important to me because it's my very own holiday.

My birthday didn't go as well as I planned. Maybe my expectations were way too high...? All I wanted was to have funnnn, but no. Freaking series of unfortunate events. Arg.

Anywho....



Since I told Mama I was not going to be present during my actual birth day, we went out to eat. =]

Dec 12th.

Minado is my favorite restaurant, ever. =] Japanese buffet at its finest.









(Via Mama's iPhone)

On my actual birthday, Dec 16th...

(Pics from Nicole's and my Sony camera.)


That old broad was showing her tiddies before I turned my camera on. Lol. Crazy.

So, we went to Webster Hall. It was not what I expected it to be. There were a lot of nasty, grimey ass people, and rude motherfuckers. Sorry for the language. Also, I was not planning on wearing that outfit. Lol. Just saying.

I bought me a pair of stilletos from Bakers. They're comfy. I got tons of blisters though because I wore them for 6 hours. OUCH.

Dec 18th.

This was my stocking-stuffing, but my mom just gave it to me anyway. I don't know why, but it made my day though. =]


Happy 19th Birthday to Mikki.
My first birthday.

Oh yeahh, I got two cards from two sweethearts. I'll scan them as soon as I get them out of my car. =]

Fillerrrrrr.

Arg! I've been wanting to upload these pics from my camera, but I can't find my damn usb cord. =/

I'm stalling from studying. I got two finals tomorrow. =/

Sucks ballsssssss..



But....enjoy this photo of me when I got all of my wisdom teeth pulled out.... LOL. Yeah, I was still inebriated from nitrous oxide and sedatives. Haha.



Oh yeahhh, and two days until my birthday. 
☺

Attitude of Gratitude

My first semester of college is about to be over this upcoming week. I can honestly say that I didn't do shit. Lol. I'm a nursing major, and I go to a community college. I don't have the money to go to a bigger college, nor the patience to deal with nonsensical bullshits with roommates. Lol. I mean, I do want to experience some real college life, but it's not on the top of my list. I've done all that drinking and bullshit a while back. Eh.
(freedom)
Anywho.... My psych professor, who is amazing, gave us students gratitude rocks. I've been carrying it for the past couple of days now. The way it works is that every time I touch the rock, I think about something that I'm grateful for. It's pretty awesome, actually. It gave me a reminder of how I'm abundant in gratuitous shits. It makes me relax and keeps me on the positive side of things. =]

She explained the Law of Attraction. It really opened up my eyes to the real world. To sum it up, thoughts manifest into reality. So, the more positive thinking people do, the more positive things will come into their lives.

(The Homie and I were trying to study. Lol.)

There is ALWAYS something to smile about.

WMMD! [2]

What made my day:

THANK YOU FOR THE SMILES!!!! =]

From the Bf ♥ :




From Facebook:




From the gorgeous Daja:




Soooo, I should put smiles on the faces of people who put smiles on mine. =]
Here was the first one.

You can never go wrong with making people happy. =]

Obliviousness

I lost my camera remote when I went to the city last month. I didn't even realize it until the day after I got home. SMH! =/ Anywhoooo, I had included it in my wishlist. I finally got another one; thanks to my amazing Bf. =]




By the way, it's almost my birthday!
Thirteen days!!!

Merriments.

It's not that hard to find a replacement. Wonder why people resort to infidelity? Because their partners don't suffice their expectations. They don't provide them the happiness and satisfaction that they aim for. Nobody likes feeling pathetic, nor being put down. Everybody wants to feel important and wanted.

For how long can patience hold a relationship together?

Females, in general, need security. They love being cherished. A guy showing adoration is a symbol for her importance in his life. It's complete euphoria; you know – like Cloud 9. I mean, but this is all common sense; at least, it should be. Sometimes, I just can't fathom the fact that people can't comprehend shit that's so minute.


Why feel bad if there's a choice to feel good?

Edited:

I actually thought of an answer last night. Lol. And, my psych class helped me out as well.

I mean, my emotions are my responsibility. The way I feel is not what most people intend to make me feel; thus, it's my fault for the most part. I'm an irrational thinker when it comes to me feeling neglected or what-not. I need to learn how to relax and learn how to ponder before talking shit. Self-control is the key.

Ultimately, the answer is because love is in the air. I love Boyfriend very dearly, and He loves me as well. He doesn't mean any harm. I'm just overthinking and overlooking shit. I've always done that my whole life, and I always use the excuse that that's just how I am. WRONG. I just don't know how to limit my boundaries. I'm in need to learn how to keep everything within the range – not to go overboard.

Anywhoooo, I apologize for any negative feelings that might have arisen from my previous commentary. I had no intentions to evoke any type of adverse feelings whatsoever.


Bonus: Look what I got today for 50 cents each. =]