Saturday, March 27, 2010

Current Events. (5)

AYYYYYYY SHIT. Sorry. I've been feeling like wanting to shoot myself for the longest because teachers have been inconsiderate at the fact that their students have their own life. Well, I finished everything I had to do. HAHA! And I worked the whole week. I am a motherfucking beast!

So, I had to write a short telenovela. It was about Stephania who fell in love with Roberto. She thought that Roberto was going to ask her to marry him, but in truth, he was just going to come out of the closet. He called Juan over, and tried to reason with Stephania, but she couldn't handle the truth! She was only used by Roberto to cover up his true colors. Yeah, and she was impregnated with Roberto's seed. - Lol, long story short.

Yesterday, I finished the whole project 3 hours before it was due, but 2 hours before I had to go to school. Lol. HAHA. SUCKS. Basically, I had an hour of sleep. I had work from 2 pm to 6 pm. Imagine how tired I was. Holy motherfucking shit. After work, Bf and I went out to eat at AppleBees, and went to the movies to see Hot Tub Time Machine. It was actually really funny. I didn't want to see it at first because the of its title; it's just corny out the ass. To my surprise, it was definitely fucking hilarious. Yeah, anything about drugs and sex is definitely humorous. Lol. I'm going to write a review soon, hopefully.

Trust me, as soon as I get the ample amount of time to ponder about life, I shall type down the most intellectual shit ever! Yeahhh, I'm still here; alive and breathing. =]

Oh yeahhh, and this kid kept me busy.
"Happy happy joy joy!"

Friday, March 19, 2010


You know what fucking sucks? Feeling like the biggest fucking idiot in the whole gotdamn universe. I hate being disappointed. I fucking hate depending on people to bring forth some light in my life. I fucking give up. I feel like straight shit. I so fucking love it when people plan shit like a week ahead, and stand you up the last minute. Fuck this bullshit. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. FUckidifuckidifuckkkkk. I'm the biggest fucking loser in the damn world. Everybody should just leave me the fuck alone. I wish to life that I can survive alone, but no... This fucked up reality has to be fucking dependent on people working together. Yeah, ok. NOBODY WILL EVER BE THERE FOR YOU!!!! Gotta learn to fucking stand up on your own. In the end, people are fucked up, and they are selfish. FUCK FUCK FUCJdklhasludgfhliwurghkabfm,snbg ilwruhgleowgn,wmbgaowiurhgne,kbjfilugh. Bye.

Saturday, March 13, 2010


I felt like I needed to do something different. I've been thinking of getting piercings, but I'm too much of a pussy to get them. Lol. AND, my parents disapprove. But, I'm planning to get my belly-button and my bottom lip pierced by winter of 2010-2011. =]

Anywhoooo, this girl told me that life is too short; she is definitely correct. So.. I got a haircut. Haha.

Shitty weather in Jersey.
Goodbye, hair. =|

Monday, March 8, 2010

Series of unfortunate events…

March 5th.

OH MY FUCKING GOSH. This gotta be one of the worst days, ever.

I had a break down. I don't necessarily want to assume what it was for, but I was feeling like shit. I was getting desperate for sleep, so I turned to alcohol. I know that it's a depressant, but I felt like I had no choice. I drank around 12 am or 1 am. I had school in the morning. I woke up late, so I went to this counselor so I can skip my first period class, which was gym. I sat there, and talked about my little episode. Talking makes anybody feel better, in my opinion at least. Anywho, I'm not going to go in depth with that.

I got called down to the nurse's office from the intercom, but my lazy behind didn't feel like walking. Eh, the people sent somebody to come get me from my class. The nurse needed to inform me that I was missing my MMR shot, and that I couldn't go back to school until this is done. Coincidentally, I was tired and didn't want to be bothered. She told me that she was worried that I was under the influence of some substance.


Tell me why this broad did the whole blood pressure and what not. She said that she couldn't get my blood pressure because it was too low. No shit, Sherlock, I said that I didn't eat breakfast... And, alcohol raises blood pressure anyways. She made me do the drunk test. I did that before, and was actually under the influence of three beers. I was fine, but I failed the test. Also, I didn't have the registration and insurance card; I failed curfew and the car had a broken taillight. Yeah, it wasn't my car. Long story short, the officer let my friend and I go because she pretended she was sexually assaulted. ANYWHO, when the nurse did her rendition, she made me walk (with my Uggs on) heal-toe, on a straight line, with my eyes closed. WTF?! Evidently, I fell on the second step.
I told her I was fine, and just didn't want to be bothered. I don't understand why they won't leave me the fuck alone. Yeah, so they sent me to the ER for the tests, and all of them shits were NEGATIVE! In your faces. Geez. They need to fuck off.

I had to call out of work for the third time. I got scolded at by my bosses the next day, and my hours were cut in half. Great.

Alice in Wonderland

MANNNNN, disa-motherfucking-ppointment! I mean, the IMAX 3D was great, but the whole plot of the story was eh. This shit ain't even worth putting up some movie stills. Lol. I don't know what Tim Burton was thinking when he put too much emphasis on Johnny Depp. Well, there's nothing wrong with that because he is my husband, but that ridiculous ending of the Mad Hatter's absurd solo? WTF. I felt embarrassed for him and Alice. I wanted to take my eye balls out of their sockets and throw them at the screen.

I don't really remember the 1950's Alice in Wonderland, but a good movie is a good movie, and a bad movie is a bad movie. And, this one was just horrid.

Shutter Island

Amazing movie!!!!! Sorry for the late post. I actually seen this during the premiere.
It's the whole shebangbang: drama, comedy, action, suspense and many more. The eeriness of it just made me want to jump out my seat, but also made me want to stay. It was really well directed. I have not read the book, and I will probably try to someday. Usually, movies derived from books come out horrible, besides the Da Vinci Code. Lol. Anywho, Leonardo DiCaprio is a remarkable actor; we all know that. Also, he is so damn fine. Lol. The movie has an interesting twist. Yeah, like a shocker. Bf and I didn't really agree about what the ending depicted, but I know I'm right. HAHA. I need to watch it the second time though since I got caught off guard. I give it a two thumbs up! I highly recommend it.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Current Events. (4)

Hello there.
(Peep the marks my sunglasses left mi nariz. Lol. And, I definitely need to do something about my hair.)

Evidently, my posts are about whatever I want them to be;
therefore, enjoy my nonsensical bullshits.

As you all know, I've been working at Charlotte Russe as a sales associate. Walking around the store and repetitively saying, "Hi, how are you?" all day long is not my ideal job, but shit, money is money. Something is better than nothing. FEEL ME?! I applied at some other jobs because I feel the need to seek better opportunities. I'm not saying my job is bad; it's just that I don't get sufficient amount of hours. And, I feel like I work, work, and work, but my wallet is still empty. WTF?

I lost 10 lbs. POW! I'm about 106-ish lbs, well, at least the last time I weighed myself. I've been neglecting food because I need to lose weight for the summer, nor do I even have time to eat. Also, I've developed a bad habit of depending on energy drinks, such as: Amp, Monster, and 5-Hour Energy Shot.

MY FUCKING FACE IS BREAKING OUT? WTF?! I don't know what to do. I'm getting uglier by the damn minute. FUCK THIS SHIT. FUCK FUCK FUCK! Blah.

Bf and I are still together. We're having some 'technical difficulties', but it'll get better. From reading a lot of couples' statuses on Facebook, it seems like him and I aren't the only ones who are diagnosed with drama. As of right now though, we're handling it pretty well.

Myloserself pre-ordered Alice in Wonderland (IMAX 3D) movie tickets. I can't miss that movie. My husband is in it. =] Johnny Depp baby, here comes Momma!
ALSO, I got my freaking Hello Kitty debit card!
One of the many reasons why I want to leave New Jersey.
My mom stole my camera, took these pictures, and left my camera on, for several hours... SMH.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010


It hurts
to love
a person
who does
not love
you back.

- for better quality.