Wednesday, October 28, 2009


Lol, random pic. I thought it was funny. It has nothing to do with the post. HAHA.

I stole this from LALALIYBEAN, who got it from Reese, who jacked it from some other people, and so the list goes on. Lol.

:1: MY EX- is Jamaican, and can sing.

:2: MAYBE I SHOULD- start exercising.

:3: I LOVE- my laptop, my iPod, and all my stuff, my family, PORN, Japanese food, and dark chocolate.

:4: PEOPLE WOULD SAY THAT I'M- uncanny, well, more like unique.

:5: I DON'T UNDERSTAND- human beings who, from birth, have penises and testicles.

:6: WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING- I check what time it is.

:7: I LOST- my optimism.

:8: LIFE IS FULL OF- inane, random bullshit.

:9: MY PAST IS- grotesque.

:10: I GET ANNOYED WHEN- shit doesn't go my way.

:11: PARTIES ARE- like an escape from Earth.

:12: I WISH- for happiness. (Damn, I sound emo. Lol.)

:13: DOGS- are fuckin' mean, especially Shayna's evil little shit she calls Checkers.

:14: CATS- are afraid of water.

:15: TOMORROW- is another day.

:16: I HAVE LOW TOLERANCE- for smelly breath.

:17: IF I HAD A MILLION DOLLARS- I would buy me a car, and use the rest to make it rain in my room. HAHA.

:18: I'M TOTALLY TERRIFIED- of shit that doesn't exist, like the Boogeyman. (I sleep with the lights on. Lol.)

Yes, Random. Lol. New Nine West heels; new addition to the family. =]
So in love with them. =p

Saturday, October 24, 2009


I know that everybody has wanted to be somebody else, at least once in their life time. Right? If I am wrong, then almost everybody has wanted to be somebody else. Better?

Trying to fool yourself in lies isn't going to work out too well. =p
I kid.

Anywho, this is the first time that I wanted to be somebody else. I want to be her, not to be just like her. I'm not trying to clone her, not like that. I don't want her personality, nor her looks.

I am not jealous of her. I just want her rank in his life. You know? Like a General. I'm currently Officer Shithead in my opinion. She was the boss. He loved her so much that he praised her path. He had tunnel vision; he can only see her, and there was nobody else. I wish to have that. I wish that I was in her position. I wish to have all the love and affection she achieved. I wish to have the power she had with herself; the power of making him feel so good. She filled him with butterflies whenever she was around. She had no rules above her; she made the rules. He loved her so much, and so did her.

I want everything she had.

The utopia they once had, had demised. But still, in the way he talks about her, I can still see the love from his smiles, and from the tone of his voice. The admiration is still there, but it was also mixed with hatred. His heart was broken, and I'm sure hers was too.

Only time will tell...

Tuesday, October 20, 2009


I just want to say all the unGodly fuckin' names to show you how I truly fuckin' feel, you know? I really fuckin' hate you. No matter what the fuck happens, I will always hate you. I loathe your guts. I wish you to hell, and I wish for your life to come crashing down to the ground. I wish for you to fall off a platform, and let a fuckin' train hit you right in the face. Let all your nastiness fuckin' rot. Don't worry, I will make sure they'd be eaten by rats. I'll take a fuckin' a-bomb, and shove it down your throat without any hesitation. You are on the top and the only person on my assassination-of-people list. I'm planning a plot to kill you as we speak. I'm just kidding.. Lol. But, wouldn't that be lovely? I dream, and play scenarios of how I can fuckin' get rid of your evil self. One day, just like that movie that was recently released starring Jamie Foxx. No, I am not a lunatic. I'm just furious.


I'm on the bridge to tears, just let me disappear, just let me go.
I wish to be invisible.

The inspiration of my 'white girl' dance.
I will have a video of it one of these days.
The first snow fall of the year,
October 15, 2009.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Papa's Kaarawan!


I have too much to say about my daddy. I'm going to write a book one day. Just wait. =] By the way, guess how old he turned..
Mahal kita!
Ha, look how red he is.
Nice candle. Lol.
Kuya Mike and Wifey.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

The Curse!

Guys are so lucky that they don't have to come across the devil whom girls go through monthly.

Missed checkpoints will become a nine month catastrophe and will escalade to the obliviousness of mistakes. I'm not overreacting, at least I hope not, but everybody knows that shit happens.

Don't blame the ladies,
blame the pituitary gland.

Anywho, women's journey to hell lasts up to a week!!! Oh man, imagine that; the pilgrimage to bitchiness. I do feel bad for some males because some females can be OD ruthless when their PMS starts to kick in.

Thank GOD for Midol. =p

"How come females feel all the pain?"
"Because the bitch ate the forbidden fruit first."

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

COLORED is better.


I had to. Regardless if these commercials are old, they made my day. =]
But damn, how racist can you get...?
BUT still, it was funny.

Then again...

Wednesday, October 7, 2009


- for better quality.

As I was looking through my photos, I noticed a whole bunch of these. I know I have more, but they are on the other computer. Hm, I think I just have an interest of the idea of always being in constant motion. Also, I love the reiteration of the motifs and patterns. It's interesting how everything is so symmetrical.
Just some random shit. Also, I need a new lens, and a flash. =/ Can't wait for my birthday. =p