AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, such great feelings, but still I worry with wonders from the past. For the first time, I am utterly speechless. I am amazed at myself that I can't come up with a rational proposal of why certain things are happening. I am kind of annoyed with myself, as well, because of my logical thinking. If it wasn't for that quality, I think I would've been long gone to happy town.
But it still does not dictate why I can't have a smile on my face. =]