I'm just aggravated at the fact that some people have the fucking nerves to tell others what they can or cannot be. Everybody is his or her own person.
Wonder why I really don't go to church? I mean, I'm not an atheist. I have my own beliefs. I just don't believe in organized religion. I always thought that 'God' created everybody as equals, but then again homosexuals are looked down upon. Why? Supposedly, homosexuality is mentioned in the Bible as a sin. Also, the Bible states that the sanctity of marriage is between a man and a woman; therefore, two men or two women, who are in love, can't marry. For me, it just doesn't make any sense. Anywho... Christianity, in general, is a whole bunch of hypocrisy split into 124829038 different denominations. I could ramble about this forever, but it's not my place to. I'm not educated enough to really make an impression in regard to any religion.
I know the feeling of not having anybody to speak to. I don't like being lonely. It sucks. I've been there, and I understand when people say that they are alone.
There are billions of people in this world, and I bet that there is at least one or two people that are dependable. Don't give up.
Whenever I'm in a position that I can't get a hold of anybody to talk to, I get so furious and I always think that nobody cares about me. I feel neglected, but I came to realization that that is not the truth; it's just reality. I mean, I think even 911 puts people on hold.
Here's a temporary solution... What I do is I write. I take a blank piece of paper and drown it with my sorrows. It's a way for taking out nonsensical thoughts away from my head. It serves as a replacement for somebody who I usually bitch to. Lol. I give this method two thumbs up as a mechanism to whinge freely.
Enjoy the freedom of being an individual. Don't ever create self-loathe from others' assumptions. Stay true to yourself.