Rules and Regulations?!

WHAT?!

Hold up.

Stop that shit.

Neat picture I saw in Google. Lol.

I love studying people. Sociology? Yes, please! Serve it on a platter.

I do over-analyze a lot of things. I also come up with the most ridiculous hypothesis and conclusions, of course, based on my observations. It's funny how I can figure shit out from the jump. Some people might think I don't know, but I can see through people. (Not x-ray vision shit, more like mentally, but not psychic powers neither. Lol.) Not all the time, of course. Lol. I can see behind smiles, and winks. I understand the gamuts of subliminal messages that ranges from a small hand gesture to a common used phrase. It's the 21st century. It's not that hard to learn behavior, especially from specific ones. I know better than falling for facades that people impose. I just go along with it. Sometimes, I'd rather live the fantasy than the reality; it's definitely more entertaining. =p

Hmmm. It's funny how I tried talking to this dude, and it was going well from the jump, and then the uglies showed up. Hm, such a familiar pattern. I already knew what I was up against. I told him that I was not the girl for him, but we both gave it a chance; whatever it is. I've been getting blitzed by rules from the 2nd or 3rd week. He tells me what to do. LITERALLY! Hmm, I'm extremely loquacious ever since I was little. He tells me to keep the talking on the minimum in front of the homies. Lol. I talk because I sense an aura of comfortableness. But, I guess I was too much. I find it very amusing. Yeah. He told me to stop drinking completely. Yes, it's a good thing, but it's one of those things that runs in my blood. I can stop getting drunk, but I can't stop drinking. Also, he keeps deleting me on Facebook. I'm assuming because I'm not following one of the rules he laid out. Lol. He told me to delete my bikini pictures. I completely understand where he's coming from, but the thing is, we are not going out. If we were, I would gladly take them down. No biggy. Plus, they aren't random pictures of me trying to show off my boobies. It was when my girls and I went to Seaside. Lol. Go figure. I got to admit that I do love the fact that he's protective, in a sense. (Keep in mind that he is about 2 and a half years older than me.) As you can tell, I love taking pictures. One of his rules is that I can't take pictures with him because I'm not his girlfriend. Lol. Yeah, it's all good though.

He is extremely cocky, but somehow not arrogant. It's hard to believe, but I can withstand the fact the he is conceited. I loathe people who are too full of themselves, but somehow, I don't get annoyed with him. Lol. He can be selfish at times, and extremely unappreciative, which sucks balls. On the bright side, we can talk about nonsensical shit. He's caring and he's nice. He senses when there is something wrong. He sometimes changes around certain people, but most people are like that; they tend to feed off of others. I need to be patient. He's a good person all in all. In my opinion, he just needs to get his thoughts together. People come and go, but nobody is the same, so in a sense, nobody is replaceable.

The thing that I don't understand is why he won't listen to me. Just little needs that I wish. Yupp, just talk. Lol. Call or text me. Why can't he ever compromise? Why does it have to be always me that got to follow some type of rule? Yeah. I know the answer. Guys like being the boss. Well, at least, he does. =p

I'm just amused of how people can be so jejune at the most infinitesimal shit. Also, it's funny how people don't know how to listen and understand at the same time. Lol. It's technically like basic ABCs.

I gots to go now. I've been awake for more that 24 hours. So, the nervous system is barely functioning. Lol. Be back soon, hopefully. =] Have a good one.