Friday, January 28, 2011

No pulse.

I wish.

So my red blood cells wouldn't be able to get oxygen to all parts of my body. I don't want to feel. As much as I want to be numb, I can't. I just want to keep my distance. Hurt is pain. Run away is what my brain tells me, but my heart is speechless. At the fact that you left me empty handed or at least thought of it, kept both of them in shock.

Regardless, I don't want to be revived.


  1. Everything will be fine Mikki, it's understandable that you miss him but if he's not able to see that or just doesn't care then it's a wasted effort - expend your time and energy on positive things.

  2. Cool blog! I like this post.I've been here before too. It's hard.

    -Nicole Alicia


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