- Brian M. said, "Because we're stupid."
Don't hate the player hate the game, right? What the fuck kind of bullshit is that? Nobody likes feeling pain, emotionally, nor physically. Most of the time, guys use cheating as a defense mechanism. I've heard this shit so many times: they cheat because they think their partner is cheating. That's fuckin' dumb. Why won't you ask? If you've been with your partner for a while, you can tell if they're lying or not. Better yet, if the relationship is not working out, get out of it, before anybody gets hurt.
Guys, in general, don't like being vulnerable to any
Humans can detect loneliness and desperation, but they can't seem to recognize which is which. For me, I realized that my loneliness caused my desperation. Yeah, not anymore. I got over that phase. I was just obsessed with the idea of having somebody by my side. I rushed. I just wanted to hold hands with somebody, and to accompany me in a movie theater. Just small shit like that. I just needed somebody to cater to me. But, I can wait. =] I have all the time in the world.
and I'm starting to love it.
I've been a pariah my whole life. I need somebody to talk to. I realized that they don't have to be a boyfriend. I must admit that having a male companion to talk to is easier than talking to a female. Males do lack a lot of understanding, and tend to be one- and closed-minded. I need me a gay buddy. I really do. Lol. That would be perfect. =]
I loathe it when people do dumb shit because of the most infinitesimal shit ever. For example: this fellow stopped talking to me because I said 'nigga', called him whack and stupid, supposedly. I was highly intoxicated, and he wasn't. So, our language didn't really coincide. I don't even remember saying shit, but hey, everything happens for a reason. I think it's just dumb though. I know you can't blame everything on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol, but this was not that serious, at all.
Anywho, I'm done trusting people. I'm being too nice. I'm going to have my guard up all the time. I'm not going to wait for anybody. I'm done sacrificing. Somebody needs to sacrifice to me. Damn it. It's my turn to get pleased. Lol.
In my opinion, everybody is innately good, but shit in their life made them change. I'm done getting fucked over. I'm done getting backstabbed. I'm not stupid; I was just desperate enough to let a lot of shit slide.
I'm not cocky, but I have never met a guy who didn't want to get in my pants. I just walk away whenever somebody tries shit like that. If you don't respect me, why should I respect you? For all the fuckin' people who took my niceness as a weakness, FUCK YOU! Go suck a dick and choke on it. =P
Have a good one. =]