Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Current Events.

Why do guys cheat?
- Brian M. said, "
Because we're stupid."


Don't hate the player hate the game, right? What the fuck kind of bullshit is that? Nobody likes feeling pain, emotionally, nor physically. Most of the time, guys use cheating as a defense mechanism. I've heard this shit so many times: they cheat because they think their partner is cheating. That's fuckin' dumb. Why won't you ask? If you've been with your partner for a while, you can tell if they're lying or not. Better yet, if the relationship is not working out, get out of it, before anybody gets hurt.

Guys, in general, don't like being vulnerable to any
females, scratch that, to anybody. Vulnerability makes them feel weak to the point where they can be controlled. Males don't like that. They have to be the boss of everything. Eh, I blame the testosterone, and the line of ancient assholes who started the mentality that men are better than women. Usually, males will hurt somebody before they get hurt. Regardless if they've gotten played before, they still act like that. It's complete and utter bullshit. I don't understand why it's so hard for guys to speak their hearts out. They don't know how to translate emotion.

Humans can detect loneliness and desperation, but they can't seem to recognize which is which. For me, I realized that my loneliness caused my desperation. Yeah, not anymore. I got over that phase. I was just obsessed with the idea of having somebody by my side. I rushed. I just wanted to hold hands with somebody, and to accompany me in a movie theater. Just small shit like that. I just needed somebody to cater to me. But, I can wait. =] I have all the time in the world.

I'm single,
and I'm starting to love it.

I've been a pariah my whole life. I need somebody to talk to. I realized that they don't have to be a boyfriend. I must admit that having a male companion to talk to is easier than talking to a female. Males do lack a lot of understanding, and tend to be one- and closed-minded. I need me a gay buddy. I really do. Lol. That would be perfect. =]

I loathe it when people do dumb shit because of the most infinitesimal shit ever. For example: this fellow stopped talking to me because I said 'nigga', called him whack and stupid, supposedly. I was highly intoxicated, and he wasn't. So, our language didn't really coincide. I don't even remember saying shit, but hey, everything happens for a reason. I think it's just dumb though. I know you can't blame everything on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol, but this was not that serious, at all.

Anywho, I'm done trusting people. I'm being too nice. I'm going to have my guard up all the time. I'm not going to wait for anybody. I'm done sacrificing. Somebody needs to sacrifice to me. Damn it. It's my turn to get pleased. Lol.

In my opinion, everybody is innately good, but shit in their life made them change. I'm done getting fucked over. I'm done getting backstabbed. I'm not stupid; I was just desperate enough to let a lot of shit slide.

I'm not cocky, but I have never met a guy who didn't want to get in my pants. I just walk away whenever somebody tries shit like that. If you don't respect me, why should I respect you? For all the fuckin' people who took my niceness as a weakness, FUCK YOU! Go suck a dick and choke on it. =P

Have a good one. =]


  1. vulkan still hurts over you

  2. kid was right karma comes at you

  3. lol at da random comment about vulkan. he needs to get over it

  4. i think you guys need to get over him

  5. And people ARE innately good. Unfortunately, most guys are just dogs. We'll help our moms with chores, hold doors open for people but some us guys ARE JUST DOGS.

    Accept that truth.

    But that doesn't mean that there aren't nice guys around. They're just really, really hard to find AND MEET. Love is a sick game.

    Play smarter.

    - Crisanto J.

  6. Thanks. Just squash everything with Vulkan, and everything within that category. =]

    And J, thank you for the emphasis. =p And the advice.

    Btw, I APOLOGIZE for my lack of updates. I will get on it, ASAP. =]

  7. I'm just saying he's a good guy and you left that behind, and you went for trash. Seems like you don't know whats good for you.That is all my dear and just know there is good people,like that kid.

  8. I know, but he might be good for someone else, but not for me. Sorry.


Gracias for the input. =P

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